Thursday, March 29, 2007

31. Good With The Bad






Photos: Me and Kas at Mar Hall (1 Year Wedding Anniversary); My bro Nick after shaving his hair for the Leukaemia Foundation...

Finally I have some news to write about. There are actually two bits I need to get through…one that I’m absolutely stoked about, and the other I wish I had something better to report. What’s that saying again...you’ve got to take the good with the bad? The past month has just been so hectic with our lives in Scotland that I’ve hardly had a chance to sit down and reflect on anything. It’s just full steam ahead as usual…

I guess I’ll start with the not so good news…well, not as good as either myself, Kas or the doctor expected anyway. My PCR has now officially been “stuck” at around 2.5% since last September after hearing I’d finally achieved a great result of 1.5% and a 0% reading in my bone marrow last August. My Gleevec dosage had been increased at the start of this year (from 600mg to 800mg) in an attempt by the docs to combat this and have a go at reducing my PCR levels to a reasonable level. The news is that it is still stuck and the result today was 2.9%. It may look that it’s going up slightly but chances are, it is just remaining the same level. To be honest, we were expecting a much lower result…I’m feel the fittest I’ve ever been, most of my burger belly has diminished and I’m munching a pretty good diet. In my head I thought this would help.
So I will go back to my Consultant next Wednesday and have a chat about our options. What’s the next step? As the drug company seems to think I’ve achieved a decent enough result to not warrant a change of medication, this may inspire them to look at this case a bit more generously. Not that I can complain with my current treatment anyway from the hospital, I’m getting very good attention here in the bonny lands and my doc is a great guy. So hopefully either the next PCR test will show some positive signs, the drug company allow me to move onto the new meds “son of Gleevec” or we move down the bone marrow transplant route. Still an option we are weary of…on the other hand, if it all works well with the BMT then there’s a great chance of a full cure. Back to the drawing board then I guess…

Now the news I’ve been holding in most of this year…my wife Karen is pregnant. She had her first scan last week and it appears we have a wee hyperactive baby growing well – hands waving, legs kicking and tossing and turning. Maybe just as irritable as us and that same urge to keep moving about and not stay still. I’m so happy as Kas never had to go down the IVF route (touch wood) – it just so happened that I found this out on the day I’d booked us in for IVF and then I saw an article about men on Gleevec being able to conceive normally. Very nice! So now we have a third Sinclair joining the ranks in September…
This is obviously something I will be fighting harder than ever to remain well for. To know I have a child due this year (expected 5 years exactly after Kas and I got together), it makes me even more focused and determined to get some better results.

Talking of Kas and my time together; we just celebrated our 1 year wedding anniversary last weekend. We went back to the site where the best day ever took place, Mar Hall just outside of Glasgow. The sun made a special appearance for us, the place looked stunning and the upgrade we received went down very well. To know what’s happened over the past 12 months is enough to give me a headache…so many events, ups and downs, fun times and sad ones too, plenty of trips away and the chance to have my family all the way over from Australia to visit me. I can’t say it’s all been bad as we’ve learnt so much in that time. Theoretically I know how these Leukaemia meds should work and how they should work in my body – let’s just hope they start doing what they’re designed for...
So now it’s only 5 weeks away until my parents board their flight and endure the long trip back up the Northern Hemisphere and visit us in our new pad in Scotland. They’ll just make it in time to come to Kas’s wee bro, Gav’s wedding in May…I can’t wait to have them back over – it’ll fun too for them to see Karen’s bump already taking form.

So until my next appointment with my Consultant in a week’s time, keep the messages coming in and if you have time (of course you do), check out a few of these sites…

This is for my big bro Nick (photos at top of page), who just shaved his hair off for the Leukaemia Foundation in Australia. Such a great effort as Nick raised a hefty total for the charity. He’s gone the skin head look…as a policeman I’d imagine there aren’t too many criminals who’d be messing with him:
http://www.worldsgreatestshave.com/profile.php?id=336835

Also, because of our new arrival due in September, I’ve postponed my assault on Mount Kilimanjaro until August 2008 (doing it for the Anthony Nolan Trust). As I won’t be fundraising for this event until later this year, I’ve got to get some training in….there’s not too many better ways than to join a few mates and “Conquer a Corbett” for MacMillan Cancer Charity. If you have a spare quid, please sponsor us for our climb up Beinn Luibhean: but remember I’ll be asking again for support for my Kili trip :)
http://www.justgiving.com/conqueracorbett

Friday, March 16, 2007

30. World's Greatest Shave

Just a brief update...

My mate Drew has just shaved off his hair and beard for Leukaemia Research - "The World's Greatest Shave" is an annual event held in Australia for those wishing to raise cash for a good cause...and Drew managed to pull in over $1,000 for the Charity! Such an unreal effort...

In regards to Drew, this is a huge deal…I’ve only known him to shave once in the past few years (at our wedding – not even at his!) and avoids the barber like the plague. Check out the photos below:



Before


Getting Started


Biker Beard?


Getting Rid of it...


Done!


I'll update again hopefully next week after I get the news from my important PCR test - this is the one to tell me and the docs if the new increase dose of Gleevec (800mg) is helping to reduce the amount of Luekaemia cells still in my body. Keep your fingers crossed...

Monday, March 05, 2007

29. Barcelona






Photos: The boys at Ish's Surprise Birthday Party; Gav in his Buck's Weekend Attire and his gnome "Wee Gav"; Selling his "L" Plate to a 6 year old for 1 Euro; Barcelona Cathedral; Me in the Sun...

While I wait for the latest results, I’ve managed to keep myself pretty busy over the past few weeks. Although I’m obviously waiting and hoping the new increased Gleevec dose will do the trick, it can be quite a boring and tiresome process. I don’t particularly think it’s a good thing to wait impatiently and rush away the time up until such results are ready. I don’t see the point. Inevitably the blood samples will be tested, scrutinised and then fed back to you through the doctors…in the meantime, I’m totally up for enjoying each day as it comes. What the use of fighting Leukaemia and finding a cure, if you aren’t willing to enjoy the time that you do have? And I’m not saying all people don’t enjoy what they have, I just know that I’m making up for a few others who aren’t…

Both Dawsie and I boarded the Ryanair flight last Saturday morning; this trip was to London for my mate Ish’s birthday. A ‘surprise’ birthday. His girlfriend Amy had organised for us to come down, pretend that this was the surprise and help him consume a few beers whilst watching the 6 Nations Rugby. He didn’t expect to turn up to the club that night and be cheered by all his mates waiting patiently for the main man to arrive. Very good night to catch up with everyone!
Then after a few days back at work, I found myself boarding the next booked flight. This was for Karen’s brother Gav's’ Bucks Weekend away; 20 guys, a trip to Barcelona, beers flowing from 6:30am Thursday morning right through until Sunday – priceless! It was brilliant to leave the Scottish Baltic winter behind, fly only 2 ½ hours and be sunning yourself in 25 degree heat by the Mediterranean Sea. It’s such a fantastic city – although most of the 4 days were spent in a pub we did managed to venture out and see a few sites. We stayed in the Gothic/Latin region, right next to the Cathedral and there were tiny streets forking off in every direction. They were all lined with shops, buskers and tapas restaurants – I’ve stacked on at least a stone after munching my way through a tonne of Paella.

The run of Karen and I only managing to catch up occasionally is still the ‘norm’. We not had a weekend together for 4 weeks and the next two, Kas will be away enjoying a couple of Hen’s weekend’s away. Good time for me to get a few rounds of golf in…
Then before we knew it, we realised the 25th March is creeping up and that we had better sort out our 1 year Wedding Anniversary. Again, I’m not a fan of the phrases “I can’t believe how fast time’s flying” and “wow, this year has flown” (not sure who really says “wow”)…but, the past year has really ticked by at a rapid pace. So the next time we do catch up for a weekend, we will be back in Mar Hall where we were married one year ago and enjoying some quiet time…

So as I’m enjoying my ‘waiting’ time, my next appointment to see my consultant is for this Wednesday morning. I’ll be seeing my usual doctor, Dr Drummond – such a legend! We’ll go through the usual CML chat, talk about the options and then I’ll be rolling up my sleeve and getting the next PCR test taken. For those who know, this is a pretty important one. It’ll be the first since I had my Gleevec meds increased from 600mg to 800mg one month ago. I don’t think either of us will be expecting a huge drop but you can bet that we’ll be hoping to see an indication that it’s working – a drop from 2.8% to anything would be good. Just not up…

So in the meantime, please check out my good mate Drew’s Leukaemia Foundation’s “World’s Greatest Shave” website. Seriously, this is a huge deal…I’ve only known him to shave once in the past few years (at our wedding – not even at his!) and avoids the barber like the plague. Yes, he’ll be shaving his face and head for a very good cause – please check out the site at : http://www.worldsgreatestshave.com/profile.php?id=306630

Also, congrats to my cousin Dan and his wife Tizza – new baby boy called Sean was delivered last Friday…unreal!

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